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when u dont have to much time to say and any argue to stay...

when u think ur sacrifice will make people arround u happier than before

and when u body say no but ur brain insist u to do this 

haah

maaf, kalo sampe skg aku masih suka kepikiran

abis waktunya cuma sebentar

dan aku bukan anak yang mudah menyerah

u may dont know how hard it is to start something without you

or u may dont know how is it feel to be like him, when i was telling it is u the one who always accompany me whenever i wanna to study

or u may dont know how is it feel to be like him, when i was telling it is u the one who always there whenever i need help

i never ask him to be like, or ask you to be like him

cause i know youre the only one who can make me happy for more than three years, and youre the one who always listen to whatever i said, help me whenever i need or made all my dreams come true

hahihuh

udah ah capek nginggrisnya, udah satu semester nih wing, jatuh bangunnya, galaunya, ga fokusnya, sibuknya sampe kemarin akhirnya drop. udah satu semester juga ga jelas gini, iyaiya engga, engga engga iya. hahihuh. aku ga kuat. ga kuat kalo harus terus gituin u, u nya baik. to good for me maybe. hahihuh iya tau hpnya baru nyala, jad ga dramatis, gamau dramatis juga ah. toh u murahan, dengan cepat bisa wa dapatkan kembali xixixi. 

yaudah, we re going to close this story and open a new story for the other book

see u :D

eventhough i miss u so bad
or i cried every night before i fell a sleep
i cant hold you now
haahihuhahihuh
it didnt bring any happiness for you i guess
haaah 
fufufufu

assalamualaikum, 


hai semua, di bulan februari yang katanya penuh cinta ini, tapi ga buat gw. hmm mulai dari perpisahan sampai kegakjelasan mau kp dimana. semua bikin sedih, kosong, galau. ga suka rame-rame. ga pengen ketemu banyak orang, cuma mau sendiri atau ga baca buku tp ditemenin, cuma pengen minta pendapat gw uda bener apa belum, apa salah, cuma bisa bilang ke diri sendiri "bisa, bisa pasti bisa, semua pasti bisa" semangat ya, karena dulu aja bisa kenapa skg engga. pasti pasti bisa. ga mungkin ga.... 

although your feeling isnt really better, but what the most important is, it doesnt ruin your day. amin

karena sudah lima dari delapan semester ada u

sekarang tiga semester terakhirnya buat mama papa aja ya. 

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

seneng banget bisa tidur siang hari minggu ini dirumah. alhamdulillah 

nu nu hai cut

kulit gosong karena rentetan pertandingan olim 0.0

when you have no option

and yo cant choose

which one you prefer

which one you want the most

they bring happiness to me everyday with their different way

they complete each other even they didnt know about that

they complete me and fill me everyday, non stop, 24 hour a day and 7 days a week

they the reason why i have to have a passion to go to college

they are my reason why i should not exploded everytime i have something wrong or i hate someone

they stop me doin something that i didnt need to do

they remind me to grateful to Allah for sent them for me 

and, yes absolutely they know me better then anyone else 

i should start this semester with a spirit in myself, pretending that i did it for everyone, to make mom happy and not hurting cireng's feeling. pretending that this is a best way, and there arent better way than this, pretending that im so busy, so i can't forget that there is no cireng anymore. hehehe ^^v mangka fighting kk

semoga semua bahagia,

dimana saja

kapan saja

dan dengan cara apapun