life isn't always about ourself
seeing someone happy is something special that can make you happy too
dont be to selfish because you can't live alone

dan ternyata gw masih sekanak-kanakan itu

masih lebih mentingin perasaan dibanding otak

masih lebih menangin emosi dibanding kepala dingin

dan masih lebih mentingin diri sendiri dibanding perasaan orang lain

maaf ya pin,

kalopun lo pernah baca ini,

hmm, masalah yang kemaren, gw marah bukan perkara lo ngetweet atau ga mau diganti

cuma aja gw lagi dan sensitif dan terkadang bercandaan lo ga sampe di otak gw

alhasil gw marah, dan kadang emang gw suka meledak, meletup-letup kayak air mendidih

tapi ga bakal gw bawa lagi masalah ini ke hari-hari esok

maaf pin, :')

semoga bb barunya bisa lebih tahan lama ya

fufufufufu

aaaaaaaaa

rasanya mau lari naik ke atas, ke ruang 3.02 trus nyari fani

atau lari ke atas ke 3.04 trus meluk pica

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuf

tapi hidup harus terus maju kan?

gabisa stagnansi disitu terus,

huuuuuuuuuu

see you next 1,5 months :)

im trying not to change, 
eventhough the situation push me into
i dont try to be a superhero in front of the victim
i dont laugh in front of the poor people
i dont laugh for somebody sadness
i dont see my friends as a rival eventhough we have the same goal
i dont use someone weakness to reach my goal
i dont cheat someone from my back
i like to see someone success
but please don't make the failure of somebody as a joke
you have to support or cheers up them
dont humiliate someone because of their failure
you should have empathy
hhhhhh
you know, why i always looking for my mom when i feel so down
because i dont have somebody that have a truth feeling
:'(




kenapa ya, usaha gw lebih keras tapi hasil yang gw dapet malah jauuuuuuuuuuh banget lebih buruk daripada gw ga usaha dulu. :'( fufufufufufuf