happy sooong

akhir akhir ini kehidupan berjalan mulus mulus aja, yaa kalo ada jalan bergerigi Alhamdulillah bisa dilewati. semoga ini terus sampai nanti yaa, oiyaa ada lagu penambah semangat nih !

buat yang lemes, bete atau butek coba dengarkan lagu ini :D

Bruises

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do handstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you but everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you-ooh-ooh-ooh

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh.

I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruising knees
But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like.... 
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruising knees, 
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue for you.

I got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue

Got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue for you-ooh-ooh-ooh

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh 
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh

Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo

oiyaaa, doain yaa semoga gw bisa cepat dapet PTN. ga sabar mau basket lagi, tangan dan kaki serta muka gw rasanya masi pengen item terus keringetaaaaaan. amiiiin ya Allah 

happy soong

everyone have a chance to change, have a chance to be some one better than that one (sounds like toni jons quote, right?), and have a chance to step forward and forget the past. i would like to say sorry to every people out there which i have been hurting you, both of you. every word that i said didnt mean that i wanted to hurt you. just say to me, if my attitude is sooooooooooooooo annoying you. please accept this apologize, i just want to change into some one better than yesterday.


Just Fix Me

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
[ Coldplay Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just watch and learn

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Happy Song

Biarkanlah lagu yang berbicara, sang penulis hanya diaaam. okeokee?
Mulai saat ini hingga waktu yang tak ditentukan.ehehehe. tapi ga 100% semua liriknyaa,ehuehehe. dadaaaa 

"The Heart Of The Matter"

I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And all the struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
And people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work they put between us,
You know it doesn't keep us warm

I've been trying to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my heart is so shattered
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

I wanna be happily everafter
And my heart is so shattered
But I know it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if you don't love me anymore
Even if you don't love me anymore

ih diot

haloo teman teman, tadi gw buka pramborsfm.com terus gw liat top 5 blogan 2009 dan ternyataaaaaaaa (silakan mengklik sendiri)

setelah melihat aksi teman gw bernama Virrisya yang ikut kuis blogan di prambors dan selalu jadi top 5 tiap minggu, gw jadi berkhayaaal. gmn kalo gw juga ikutan kuis jugaa? taaaapiii, kalo kata mamikyuuuu, menang lomba undian berhadiah itu kayak 1:1000 yang ikut dari seindonesia yang dapet cuma 3.ahahaha iyaa sih, tapi gw kan juga mau membanggakan orang tua serta temanteman dengan menang kuis gituan. jujurjujur aja nih ya, gw jaraaaaaaang banget menang lomba. mulai dari lomba basket -__-, futsal classmeet juga kalah zzzz, pawai 17an kalah, apa juga gw kalah dah ni.17an baru kemaren menang nangkep belut doang. ahahaha

dikarenakan hal tersebut, gw jadi berpikir. kelak kalo gw kehabisan uang terus butuh bangeeet duitnya, hal apa yang bisa aku lakukaaaan? eng ing engeeeeeng, tibatiba gw kepikiran mau jadi pembalap motor liar. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. kecilkecil gini, gw jago nyelip kalo naik motor, ngebut juga oke, yaa 80-90km lah gw pernah, naik motor sambil nangis sesunggukan jam 10 malem aja gw pernah ciiiing, apa lagi yang kurang? sambil ngupil sering banget.hehe.

mungkin ide ini terdengar bodoh, tapi seriusan, cuma naik motor yang gw bisa. mobil ga bisa dan ga punya.ckckckc.jadi yaa mau gimana lagi?atau atau gw jadi tukang foto mas mas dan mbak mbak yang pacaran, juga asoooy tuh. mantep deh gw ngeliatin orang yang mesramesraan terus difoto, kasih ke john pantau atau acara sejenis, dapeeet duit deeeeh (duh nak, khayalan tingkat tinggi. sadarlah adik kecil -______-)

oiyaa, apa ikutan kuis sahur di tipitipi ya ? setelah gw menelaah dan menerawang lebih jauh. kuis kuis di tv, paling kecil hadiahnya 1,5 juta, ada yang 2 juta bahkan 15juta. kalo di Saatnya Kita Sahur, siapapun penelfonnya pasti menaaang, wong dikasi tau jawabannya ama si artis. kalo di Opera Van Java juga. yang di TPI yang susah, uda nelfonnya harus lama, kadang kepotong ama iklan atau imsak, terus belum tentu dapet 15juta.huaaaaaa.

mari balik ke topik awal, yaa intinya gw juga mau mengikuti kuis dan memenangkan hadiah yang dilombakan. ntah kenapa, menurut gw menang lomba itu lebih aduhai, ketimbang lu beli barang mahal.ehehe. gw doain ya semoga pica menang, denger denger hadiahnya ke amerika, kali aja gw bisa nebeeeeng. ntar kalo ada kuis yang bisa gw ikutin, gw bakal ikut dan menang terus dapeeet hadiah deeh,ehehe.

move

hai halooooooo
masih pagipagi bangeeeet jam 5.12 gw yang harusnya ngebenerin tugas bahasa dan belajar matematika serta komputer malah asiiiik buka internet gini. dasaaaar anak muda -____-

setelaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah membanting tulang, memeras otak, bergadang(lebay) serta menghitamhitamkan kertas jawabaaan akhirnya uts kelar jugaaa. walaupun ga yakin sama hasilnya seengganya uda selese ajaaa. tapi perjuangan belum berakhir dik, masi ada try out SSC. yaak kampreeeet.

oiyaa, soal curhatan di blog yang sebelum ini, lupain aja deh. gw merasa terlalu lebay, dan skg setelah itu semua sudah dilalui dan dihadapi nampak ringan dan baikbaik saja. semoga ini bisa berlangsung terus.and i decided to step forward. run as fast as i can. dont see behind. hohoho sok inggris padahal bahasa inggris gw ngepas -___-

oiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, gw ga puasa loooh. asik ya kaaan? kemaren ditengah siang bolong gw minum segelas es sirup yang nikmat dan cuba yang menggoda.ahahaha yaa tapi semoga dapetnya ga lamalama, nanti gw gantinya gmn kalo banyaaak.

kalo jadi, di tahun depan rencananya gw akan ngepost tentang motor kesayangan gw. gw akan ceritain gmn sejarah nya tu motor yang uda nemenin gw selama 3tahun.ahahahaha. padahal dulu gw bilangnya "tenang aja, ga lama kok, gw kan naik mobil" preeeeeeeeeeeeeet, mobil bapak lo. ahahahaha yaaah yauda deh, udahan dulu yaa. doain ni mau uts mat ama komp.

dadaaa, paha, dan saayaaap
-__-

Nmad

Gw sekarang uringuringan gini kayak orang sinting.mau ngapangapain bingung.gw mau cerita bingung mau sm siapa.kalo misalnya gw cerita sm si J,sebut saja begitu, pasti nanti kata dia gw lebay atau ga std. Atau sama si K,dia bakal bilang itu hal wajar dan gw bingung plus ga enak dan males mau cerita lg.dengan si X,gw suda lama ga bersua ama dia.masa tbtb gw sms duluan,MT bgt idup gw.

Gini ni nasib gw jarang cerita ke orangorang,abis ya gw ga cerita aja kdgkdg dicengcengin,-__- walaupun gw tahan banting tetep aja kan gw ciut duluan.haha.dan skg orang yg biasa gw ceritain malah ilang bak ditelan bumi.
Kalo lg gni,gw makin ga pengen buat berhenti latian.kalo pas latian,gatau knp semua beban dan pikiran ilang.walaupun akhirnya dicengcengin.zz


Oke hadirin sekalian,gw skg posting via hp jd besok br gw bnerin tampilannya.Kita buka sesi curhat ya?buka aja deh,gw uda keburu gila kyk marshanda kalo dipendem lg.topik Cinta.jd yg ga tahan atau mau mundur,gw saranin close tab ini skg.

Sudah lama gw tdk berhubungan dgn org yg gw anggap sbg orang andalan terbaik gw.karena ada satu dan lain hal yg ga mungkin gw ceritakan,kita atau ini menurut pikiran gw,memutuskan untuk tdk sedekat dan seakrab dulu lg.walaupun memang kami hanya mempunyai hubungan sbg teman,tp komunikasinya masih lancar kyk dulu.kita masi bertukar pikiran dan berbagi cerita.

dan intinya ni ya,skg gw punya byk bgt cerita yg bisa gw ceritain.entah dia masi inget gw apa ga,tp kalo lg nganggur gni gw ga mungkin ga kepikiran.untungnya ya ga kebawa mimpi,kalo iya gawat dunia.

Then,what should i do now?gw tau,nanti jg kalo uda lama lupa,cm kan ya butuh proses bisa lupa.huam

oke,cukup sampai disini perjumpaan kita.Sayonara. Zai jian!

Lo-Mo atau J-am

"hei you! long time no see. we haven't been talked for a week. it seems like long time, isn't it? i miss to talk with you even just see each other then laugh together. hopefully this feeling will gone with the time. see you soon"

gw mauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu lomo deh, garagara kamera gw ketinggalan di bandung. tapi karena gw no money no madden, jadi yaa sabar aja deh nunggu lebaraan dan thr. hahaha. ga kerasa uda masuk minggu kedua, semogaaa puasanya semua pada lancar yaaa :)
tapi yaa, gw bingung mau lomo apa jam, duaduanya ma al.dan samasama kebutuhan tersier.-___- yaaaaah yauda dah, tunggu duit ada dulu. nanti kalo uda ada gw akan mengumumkaan hasil tabungan.ehehehehe :D:D:D
ooooooh iya, minggu depan uts. beteee deeeh. mana ada yang sehari dua, mati ajeee! tapi rabu libuuuuuuur. ALHAMDULILLAHIRABBILALAMIIIIN, akhirnyaaa.ckckckckck. ahahah.uts kali ini gw uda punya tim sukses.
mandaayla : bahasa inggris,bahasa mandarin,bahasa indonesia
bellyn : biologi,matematika,dan komputer.
gw : nunggu laporan ajeee.
semoga guruguru ga sadar dan memaklumi.ehehehe

sekiaaaan
maaf yee rada nyampah ;p